Wednesday, December 1, 2010

NYE 2011

So last night, Melissa, Nicole and I decided on the Palmer House for NYE.  This is really convenient for me because I already bought a dress, and I'll just say it's perfect for the Palmer House.  :)  The venue is a little pricey, but how many times are you young and living in the city?  I've gotta do this once in my life.  Done and done!  So the dress is a creme-colored satin type thing.  Super cute, but I never wear anything this light.  Makes me look pale and chubby.  Lol.  So naturally I've decided I'm gonna drop 15 lbs by the end of the year.  Oh and tan.  :)  So back on Weight Watchers I go.  And I must say I'm not having as much difficulty as the last few times I tried to get back on the horse.  The first time I lost about 40 lbs in 4 months.  It was amazing.  I felt fantastic, and I can't wait to feel that way again.  The plan just recently changed, allowing me to eat all the fruit I want without consequence.  This is amazing because a banana used to be 2 points and now it's 0 points.  This potentially means that I can get potassium in my daily diet, which will prevent me from getting shin splints, which means I can run!  Super cool.  :)  But anyway.....In the past 4 days I've already lost 4 lbs.  This means I'm almost a third of the way to my goal and I still have 30 more days.  Who knows, maybe I'll exceed my goal.  Now that would be awesome.  In all actuality, I just want to get to a weight where I'm finally comfortable in my own skin.  I don't think I've ever felt that way in my life.  I'm constantly critcizing myself in one way or another.  That's the ultimate goal.  And I believe I'll get there.  :)